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Or the other way around, I'm not sure. All the things I'm thinking about are grumpy, but at the same time I'm in a moderately good mood. Feels very odd, I can tell you.
Grumpy things:
1) I love waking up at 4am with howling cramps. It's my faaaaaaavorite.
2) Completely retardo moment at aikido yesterday. We did a move that I've done before, it's easy as anything (shomenuchi shihonagi), but even with multiple walkthroughs I just could not get it. In front of lots of people, naturally. (And then in the shower after, the penny dropped and I could do it again. WTF? Bet you I never forget it again...)
3) So much sewing and not enough time, and due to Lingering Emotional Issues I can't do it at my house if I want to do it in company.
4) Vans are hideously expensive to rent, there are specials but only if you're not in the New York Metro Area which includes most of accessible Jersey, and it seems no one rents station wagons anymore.
5) Lack of sleep leading to inability to focus. Want joy juice.
Grumpy things:
1) I love waking up at 4am with howling cramps. It's my faaaaaaavorite.
2) Completely retardo moment at aikido yesterday. We did a move that I've done before, it's easy as anything (shomenuchi shihonagi), but even with multiple walkthroughs I just could not get it. In front of lots of people, naturally. (And then in the shower after, the penny dropped and I could do it again. WTF? Bet you I never forget it again...)
3) So much sewing and not enough time, and due to Lingering Emotional Issues I can't do it at my house if I want to do it in company.
4) Vans are hideously expensive to rent, there are specials but only if you're not in the New York Metro Area which includes most of accessible Jersey, and it seems no one rents station wagons anymore.
5) Lack of sleep leading to inability to focus. Want joy juice.