meh

[serinde]

Still no aikido. Still lots of no DSL, and now we've confirmed that the problem for a big bunch of them is that these Westell bridges, which _should_ be compatible with any G.Lite aDSL service, don't work with Covad. No one knows why.

I'm in enforced helplessness in far, far too many areas of my life right now. I'm not accustomed to an inability to Make Things Better, and I have not achieved resignation or acceptance (let alone serenity). My choices seem to be:

* keep trying to defend the fort against the incoming Zulu horde (running self ragged; almost certainly futile)
* get out of the blast radius and wait for the all-clear to sound, then start salvaging what can be saved (not good at doing nothing; might serve as a dampening rod if I stay in the reactor)
* walk away and let the shit fall wherever it wants (yeah, right).

For some reason my own insecurities are picking this so-perfect moment to wake up and start nibbling at my guts, too. "Look, all the _other_ insecurities get to come out and play! Can't we, Ma? Huh?" Grrr. Not sure if going shopping tonight would make that better or worse. Depends, no doubt, on whether I have an "everything sexy is designed for Twiggy" experience. Bets?

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[naudia.livejournal.com]

No bets, just hugs.

[sweh.livejournal.com]

But at least you have roses :-)

Love you, darling!